In attempts to get caught up on editing, I’ve been editing more often and posting more frequently than EVER before – unfortunately, I’m still behind but that’s how we arrive at today’s video… where I am singing and packing at 2 o’clock in the morning!
This song means a lot to me and I understand how different it is from some of the other music I’ve been using.
Again, I use copyright material because I have no intention of claiming it for my own, it is really just meant for educational purposes to give folks an understanding of what it’s like to recover from emotional abuse.
Oh man, if you’ve been paying attention to the lyrics of my videos lately – you will totally have way more insight into how I am feeling. Isn’t it so true that a well-written song can say words much better than any words we can muster up the courage to say in real life?
This has been true for MOST of my videos – I am such a LYRIC Lover!
Here are the Lyrics to this one by Linkin Park:
I’m tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don’t know what you’re expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
I’ve become so numb
I can’t feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I’m becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you
Can’t you see that you’re smothering me
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?
‘Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
And every second I waste is more than I can take
I’ve become so numb
I can’t feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I’m becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
I’ve become so numb
I can’t feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I’m becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you
I’ve become so numb
I can’t feel you there
(I’m tired of being what you want me to be)
I’ve become so numb
I can’t feel you there
(I’m tired of being what you want me to be)
Music: piano moment by bensound
& Positive Motivation by purple planet
& Numb by Linkin Park
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